Thursday, April 19

This definitely broke my “vow” of not joining ITE but guess what in a way, I am happy that I am fitting in with the people. Oh well bersyukur at least I have a school.
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I’m trying this new thing of not making other people, and myself angry. I’m trying to be like Ana in Hikmah. Jihad dengan diri sendiri. Jangan ikut ‘cakapan’ nafsu hati, mata and so on and so forth. It’s not as easy as it looks. Not being angry at infuriating people and conditions. Nak cakap im a good person, im not inside. In my brain I’m evil. Letting my ego get the best of me. Im trying to taubat and minta ampun to god. Im trying to pray 5 waktu if possible. Friends out there, help me out esp ANNA cause she’ll see me evry Sat for the class. So help me be a better person of god.

Ok here’s the thing. When I first got to the class, I was like “these people are so stuck up man~” Whispering in my heart making rude comments about the people in the class. Then went to the class, NO SEAT!! Fuck! So I saw a seat beside this guy, I thought he was Chinese. Then I tried to be humble-yet-snobbish during the uniform collection thingy and that particular guy was a Malay and who knows, he’d now my friend, Faris. With him I met Calvin. From there Khalid and Mariam
(Whom I thought was together!!).. Then from there I met Razi. He looks like those punk who’s rude and like to beat ppl up. Well how wrong I was. He was actually nice, who would think of that. Ok sucky thing is my first day at Clementi. Start at 9am. So I met some old frens Tyra, Joy, Nini, Zila, Li & Cousin (Li’s Cousin was ex jvs also) and etc. Towards the day, we bonded. So we gained ourselves break from 11am to 1pm. And we went to mcdonald’s..
The day ended with me having to wait for Li, her cousin, and his friends. Then her ex Saufiq(pipit), ex-fuhua. He seems familiar though. Oh well. Went home and makan with Li.. So Nice sia the food. Then went to store check schedule.

2nd day nothing much. We manage to bond more. Now with Ben and this guy LJ I think.
We cheered and managed to finish our Banner design by Mariam who did an excellent job. Better than my drawings.. puh! Then we were released by 11am if im not wrong. We went jalan2 lor..

3rd day met Huda, Angel and Rogan. This time at BB. Went at training lab and did class intro, bond games and went to comp lab and added everyone at frenster and stuff…so fun.. then we makan at this poor service mamak shop. We’ll never return there. Then we went there again(Chinese owned) for lunch but had drinks only cause I got stomach flu. And for the first time they heard me speak Mandarin and was in awe. I was like this is simple mandarin. Not even the chim ones. And our Dragonboat was “buih-ed” but met Harizan there.. Woah he’s gotten plump.
Then we all took CGC class photo. Amazing just the 3rd day. Then we all went jalan2 at westmall then jurong point. Then I went busu’s..

Today, well we were 12mins late for class, mr Azlan’s allowance was 15mins. My class start at 8am. Then the next bunch came late ard 8.25pm and was scolded. And Haikal came at 9 + I think.. but wasn’t scolded I think. Oh well not my prob, not my affairs.. Then had 3 hours break. Went to Mr Prata this time Sherman was our sudden friend. Whatever.. Then came back had teambuilding games.. But didn’t participate la only cheered. Then Met CGA and CGB. They conducted the whole games. Our turn to come. Soon in the near future. Li was picked to play games and fell on a chair while playing musical chairs ON STAGE but she’s brave.. applauded for her bravery.. Then CGC got meeting that disturbed a lot of ppl. Oh well.. I try not to get angry..

End--- Whitesnake out!!!